This is the case of a 47 year old woman who has come
to see me with menopausal symptoms although she is also recovering
from the flu. She is practical, dynamic and engaging despite being
thoroughly fed up with her state. The case has been edited for brevity.
01/05/09
All my symptoms are worse at night and worse
if I’m adrenalized.
I wake 3-4 times a night with hot flushes
and get them about 5 times during the day.
I get really hot and sweat heaps on my face
and neck. If I’m busy and then sit down, that sets them off.
I have to fan myself. I’m really sweaty,
everything just gets soaking.
At night I stick my legs out of the bed or
get out of bed and stand on cold tiles. If I’m at work I have a
cold drink.
My legs get really hot, especially up to
above the knee; they’re not so bad at night and the legs don’t sweat.
I had a hysterectomy 10 years ago. I’d been
having really heavy periods, flooding for 7 days at a time, lots
of cramping pains; I had a fibroid. The gynaecologist told me my
uterus was heavily vascular. It was so big they couldn’t remove
it through the vagina, and had to do it abdominally.
I’ve got no sex drive. I could quite happily
leave it. I’ve been like that for a long time.
How’s your mood?
Not too bad, I’m more mellow if anything.
What do you mean?
I don’t bite anymore.
I have more patience, I’m not so assertive,
I used to be easily wound up, I’d snap back pretty quickly. There’s
not so much stress now the kids have grown up.
I left my first husband for someone else.
I was 18 when I’d married. I left when I was 21 with 2 little kids.
How’s your energy?
I’m tired and not that fit, I’ve put on weight,
I used to be slim.
(NB: She is a midwife and works irregular hours, sometimes losing
her night sleep. She has to adapt her meal times accordingly.)
I’m not getting any long stretches of sleep.
I feel like I could just go to sleep, I can’t be bothered.
I’m worse in the afternoon and then come
right in the evening.
I‘m sick of It. I’m continually tired, hot,
bothered and sweaty!
Are you asleep long enough to have any dreams?
They’re bizarre; nightmares; something’s
happened to the kids or my husband. Somebody is chasing somebody,
and trying to kill somebody. I get nightmares if I lie on my back.
If I change position they go away.
Tell me more.
The kids get killed. I’m trying to save them.
Sometimes I’m successful, I’m panicky. Sometimes its strangers,
sometimes my husband has turned into the bad guy and it’s him. They’re
aggressive, there’s often shooting, not that I’m scared of shooting,
my dad shoots and my husband shoots. I’m running away, hiding in
buildings and in the bush. Someone’s getting us. Maybe it’s just
a mother thing?
How were the mothering years?
I liked it, at the time I was a yeller and
a screamer. I suppose I was trying to do too much. Between my 2nd
husband and I there were 4 kids under 6 and 6 kids on weekends,
and I was working. It was too much.
Are you still busy?
I keep myself busy, I sew and ride my horse,
I keep busy. I’ve gotten better at saying no. I don’t sit and read
a book; I’m a hands on person.
Tell me about your horse.
The kids always rode; I drove the big horse
truck. I want to do the great NZ horse trail. I sew knit and ride,
everything else is for someone else.
If I do read, I read real stories, non fiction.
I like stories about women escaping from <st1:country-region
w:st="on">Saudi Arabia</st1:country-region>.
What’s that about?
About women getting away, out of a situation,
getting free.
What would the opposite of that be?
Being caught and stuck, not able to get out.
From where?
A situation that’s uncomfortable or unsafe
and you can’t get away. Being able to do what you want to when you
want to.
Have you been stuck?
I’ve had my moments. Before I left my marriage
I felt trapped, I wanted to go but the thought of the effort stopped
me. We just got married too young. When I left and got together
with my second husband it caused quite a stir. He had been the best
man at our wedding. We lived in a small community; everybody was
gossiping and talking badly about us, it was terrible. They were
people we’d grown up with.
This is the main body of her story. We talked briefly about
foods and her family medical history which focused on heart and
circulatory pathology. She reported pains in the veins of her left
leg; really sore and aching, the skin around it is sensitive
although it looks normal.
After she had finished telling her story I asked her to look at
Ulrich Welte’s book ‘Colours in Homeopathy’ and choose a colour
that she felt strongly attracted to. I introduced this colour preference
work into my practice last year after learning about it from Peter
Tumminello.
Ulrich Welte writes that colour preference can be regarded
as a “general expression of the person’s inner feeling….an individual
basic state of the vital force, which expresses itself in mental
disposition”.
I’ve found colour preference to be a valuable symptom in a case;
up there with dreams, fears, delusions and strong characteristic
sensations. What’s more, my patients love the process of selecting
a colour.
This patient chose 2 differing shades of a bluish turquoise.
Analysis of the Case
I’m struck by several things that she’s said. Firstly that she
doesn’t ‘bite’ anymore. Secondly, by her dreams which are full of
persecution, murder, and hiding. This gathers further significance
when she describes the books that she reads about women escaping
from dangerous situations in Saudi Arabia.
Also, there is the situation of her marriage separation which
involves deceit, (leaving her husband for the best man, people that
have known her for years talking badly about her) and unkind gossip.
The themes of her state are clear although the warp and weft
of the cloth of her story remain a little loose. However, I sense
that I’m in snake territory.
We know lachesis to be a significant women’s remedy. However
while repertorizing her physical symptoms I find Extremities; Heat,
lower limbs, uncovers them, with only two remedies; Alumina and
Crotalus Cascavella. This remedy has a strong sense of persecution.
Lastly I look in her chosen colour’s rubrics. Several remedies
from the anarcardiaceae family are in there. This is interesting
as some chief sensations of this family are caught and stuck, (Rajan
Sankaran; An insight into plants) which are expressed in the case.
The rubric is also liberally peppered with snakes, amongst them,
Crotalus Cascavella which I prescribe in 200c.
The next week she calls; all of her hot flushes have stopped
and she feels great. She and her husband are off on holiday for
2 weeks. On her return she comes back to see me.
08/06/09
I feel as if I’ve been run over by a bus.
This flu just hasn’t gone. Originally I had no voice and temps;
it was yuck. Now I’m stuck with aching joints, particularly my shoulders
and lower back. There is a dull ache which is worse at night in
bed. I’m using a heat pack. I’ve also got a bit of a frontal sinus
headache which hurts when I bend over.
How are the hot flushes?
I haven’t had any and the leg thing is more
relaxed.
When did you get this flu?
Over 2 months ago (before she first came
for treatment), it just hasn’t gone. The aching is better in the
morning when I get up and worse at night. It’s worse sitting still
and lying still.
What was going on in your life just before you got this flu?
I had a big tax bill and was worried about
how to pay it and then I had a couple of births in a row; all nighters.
It just all happened at once.
How’s your appetite?
Ok, it takes a lot to stop me eating, although
I’ve gone off tea and coffee. I’ve got loose bowels and my aching
joints are worse with the diarrhoea. It’s all very low grade and
very frustrating.
How’s your dreaming?
It’s improved, no nightmares, no dreaming
at all actually.
Analysis of the case
Her menopausal symptoms are absent and there is clearly healing
happening on an inner level also, as her nightmares have gone. The
lingering after effects of the flu are now in sharp focus and require
attention. Most characteristic is her terrible aching pain. The
rubric is Generalities, Influenza, pain remaining after, the sole
remedy is Lycopersicum; the humble tomato, which I gave in 200c.
The next week she calls with her news. The flu symptoms have
gone but, the hot flushes are back!
I gave another dose of Crotalus Cascavella 200c and all was
well for six weeks. After attending a lengthy all night birth and
doing some extra shifts at the hospital, the hot flushes steadily
returned. The phrase ‘obstacles to cure’ looms into view; clearly
a midwife’s lifestyle brings limitations to the healing process.
Prescription Crotalus Cascavella 1M.
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