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The Essential Features
Palladium patients characteristically suffer from tremendous emotional
insecurity with very strong emotions that cannot be expressed.
Thus in this way a blockade is created, a deep inner conflict,
which needs constant support on the part of those around and especially
those with whom they are intimately connected. All this is coupled
with a tremendous unexpressed egoism.
They have a constant belief that they are worth more than the others
think about them. No matter how much praise they may get, it is
never enough. They have an insatiable hunger for flattery,
not only for praise but really for flattery. It is impressive
how much they crave it and how little they openly admit this and
ask for it.
When sitting in the company of many people, if nobody pays attention
to them for some time, they have a strong sense that they are being
neglected. On the contrary if they feel that they are appreciated
they keep very alive and excitable during their contact with the
others, and they spend so much emotional energy that when they go
back home and are alone again they feel exhausted.
Actually this feeling for the need for support and the good opinion
of others follows them all the time
This can become a source of real everyday suffering. You can
praise these patients to the skies and make them very happy; they
thrive on praise, even if what you say about them is an outright
lie or an exaggerated statement. They need to be loved and admired
to a pathological degree. The opinion of others is so important
that their balance and equanimity depends on it.
If they do not have such treatment they feel that their pride
has been wounded, they feel that they are ignored and neglected,
they may even have delusions of being neglected.
If somebody should criticize them even slightly, instead of praising
them, they go to pieces. They are tremendously insulted, their
inner pride is shattered, and their paranoia about it can go as
far as having real delusions that everybody wants to insult them.
This
remedy is similar to Platina insofar as they have an exaggerated
sense of greatness, which will never be openly admitted. This is
why we see delusions of growing larger or taller than they actually
are. Here, however, there is a difference from Platina,
who feels taller than others.
There is haughtiness, but this exaggerated sense of self importance
stays inside, unexpressed, it is a feeling that is not confessed
in any way, and this is different from Platina who tends
to declare to everyone and in many different ways how important
and great she is.
The Palladium patient exhibits no open confrontation with
others. On the contrary he avoids it like the plague, and will
not show his inner, almost subconscious self-importance to outsiders.
These individuals tend to be rather quiet and timid with a strong
lack of self-confidence, and may pass unnoticed in a social gathering,
but still they want praise and flattery.
A Palladium child will do well at school if praised every day
by the parents and teachers, but will do very badly if he is criticized
at all. If the parents are not aware of what they must do, the
child enters a state of total inadequacy, becoming lazy and uninterested
in making any effort.
Children with a less than average intelligence believe that they
are very good and intelligent, even when the marks they get at school
are mediocre, or worse. It is this state of false greatness that
prepares them to feel wounded at the least provocation.
This general idea of being "bigger" or "greater"
than they really are, which is felt internally but is not expressed
to the outside world, eventually leads the organism to produce huge
tumors, especially on the sexual organs and more especially
the ovaries. These are the affected areas that produce disease
according to the idea symbolized by the medicine.
Here it must be said that in order to recognize or to discover
the symbolic ideas expressed by the medicines one should be very
careful, as such a task requires a lot of experience, and a mind
that is at once analytical and synthetic, in order to take the facts,
analyze them and then synthesize them into a coherent idea.
I hear a lot lately about the "essence" of
the remedy. One student asked me in the interval of a seminar "please
give me the essence" of the carbons in one word! These are
dangerous things to play with as they give false ideas to the uninitiated
student and also make it sound as if the finding of a remedy could
be an oversimplified process.
Palladium is one of the main remedies that we must think of when
we see huge tumors developing in the sexual organs, especially
of the female, or in the ovaries. The frustration is
usually there in this area, as the sexual drive is usually high
and sex is connected very much with the need to be accepted. Palladium
has an excessive sexual appetite, is excited by obscene words during
sexual intercourse, and in general even the child likes swear words
that have a rude sexual connotation. If they get offended or irritated
they can become violent in their reactions and expressions and then
they use offensive language.
Palladium, due to its internal conflict, (the need for affection,
and the pride that does not allow them to ask for it), eventually
brings about a convulsed state, which can produce convulsive
movements, first of the face, and eventually of the whole body.
It is a wonderful remedy for Gilles de la Tourrette's syndrome.
The child appears practically normal while at school or in a social
function, where the opinion of others matters very much, but when
he goes back home the nervous system lets loose and the patient
goes into spasms. He twitches and makes all kinds of grimaces,
emitting short frightening sounds while the whole organism seems
to be in turmoil. Yet the next day at school they keep perfect
control of their nervous system and nobody can imagine what they
are suffering from; but there is this anomalous energy that amasses
and adds up constantly and which needs to be detonated soon.
When the nervous system of Palladium is affected it appears to
be in a constant state of stress and turmoil. This remedy Cuprum,
Stramonium and Hyoscyamus, are the principal remedies
in this syndrome.
Chorea and all kinds of spasmodic conditions are covered by the
pathogenesis of this remedy.
Keynotes:
1. Headache across the head from ear to ear
2. Huge tumors of the right ovary
3. Glairy mucous discharges
4. Pain relieved by pressure
5. As if the uterus would prolapse
6. As if something is hanging from the throat
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