A tired feeling.
Headache, aggravated by such negative thoughts.
Childhood: Has been often depressed since 5th grade in school. Feeling of being neglected by his parents. Much to his dislike, his father is strict and abusing. Father is very religious and wants him to visit the temple regularly.
He recalls that when he was in the 5th standard, his aunt had scolded him for not keeping his handkerchief properly. Since then he tries to be perfect in all things.
He dislikes fights and quarrels.
Afraid of his father creating a scene and disturbing the whole household avoids expressing himself; Due to this family members feels that he is of a quiet disposition.
Feels bad when compared to his younger brother, who is very sharp and mixes very easily with everyone. Detests Mother’s constant taunting.
Developed a fear of AIDS after his teacher had scared him that if he will get AIDS by just cutting tomatoes. Feels that he has contacted HIV. He had the blood tests done, which were negative, but he is still not assured.
He went on Internet that gave him information on HIV and about how tests could show negative results in some cases and how it showed positive only after a lapse of certain time after infection.
Such over bombarding of information can cause confusion in some young children, men & women who may start thinking that they may be suffering from Aids, Cancer, Heart trouble or some grave incurable diseases.
Washes his hands 3 – 4 times before eating.
His mother says he will go insane.
Has marked anxiety and anticipation for his loved ones and doesn’t want to hurt them in any way.
As a teenager got involved in the wrong company that lured him into leaking exam papers and selling it for money.
Felt he was mesmerized and confused by his friends when they talked about big things in life.
While in NCC (National Cadet Core) was abused sexually on 4 – 5 occasions.
During this phase he got involved into Homosexuality.
Ghost + 3,
Death + 3,
Being served food infected with virus
Afraid of exams.
Lack of concentration.
Slow in understanding.
Very shy by nature.
Cannot mix with people easily.
Doesn’t feel hungry when tenseCravings: Eggs +
Cold drinks, eats Chalk and Mud, used to lick the walls.
Sun – Eyes feel heavy
Likes Fan – AC
Bath – Hot water
Season – Winters
Urine – Normal
Thirst – Less
Perspiration – Palms – Offensive
Stools: – Unsatisfactory & Constipated
Sleep – Not good – Disturbed
Malaria 2 times
Birth weight – 8 pounds
Age of walking – 1year +
Age of talking – 1 year
Eruptions on the forehead
Wax in ear
Dandruff + 2
Glands enlarged bilaterally
10th May 2003
Calc Carb 200 – 1 dose
SL 1 – 1 – 1 for 7 days
24th May 2003
Headache was better
SL 12 powders
SL 1 – 1 – 1 6 / week
27th June 2003
Throat congested and inflamed + 5
Had cold water + 5
Fear of exam
Spits again and again
Desire to leave study
Merc. sol 30 2 pills – 4 hourly
was given for acute throat condition
Thuja 1M 1 dose Was prescribed as an intercurrent remedy to be taken when throat was better.
THUJA was given on particulars.
Having Fixed ideas and needed mobilization.
18th July 2003
Feels AIDS has gone.
Sleep is much better.
Goes for his studies.
S.L 12 powders
S.L 1 – 1 – 1
TOTALITY OF SYMPTOMS
[Kent ] [Mind] Anxiety
[Kent ] [Mind] Confidence : Want of self
[Kent ] [Mind] Forsaken feeling
[Kent ] [Mind] Egotism : Ailments ,from
[Kent ] [Mind] Rudeness ( compare insolent): Ailments ,from
[Kent ] [Mind] Love : With one of her own sex
[Kent ] [Mind] Fear (see anxiety): Ghosts ,of
[Kent ] [Mind] Fear (see anxiety) : Death ,of
[Kent ] [Mind] Timidity[Kent ]
[Stomach] Desires : Eggs[Kent ]
[Stomach] Desires : Indigestible things
Based on totality and Repertorisation Patient was given Calc Carb 200 1 dose. Although it helped a lot, the fixed delusion did not clear.
Fixity of ideas that he was suffering from AIDS could not be erased from his mind.
Such a delusion is a sycotic expression and Thuja covers such fixity.
So the patient was given Thuja 1M, 1 dose, as an intercurrent remedy.
Patient had a tremendous obsession developed during a Botany experiment where he used the blade, previously used by some lady student, whom he feared had AIDS, and now he too was affected. This idea got fixed in mind, no amount of explanation helped.
Over exposure to Media and hype created by Media can create fear in many people about some or other grave disease. Patients come fearing they have AIDS or Cancer, Diabetes or Dystrophy etc. Calcarea covers well the fear, the fix idea and the delusion.